Just wanted to let you know that I am also regularly reading your blogs (although I don't know you in real life). There must be more readers than you thought. I pretty enjoy reading them and feel calm from similar experience, thoughts, and contradictions. Especially your relationship and thought with your mom really resonance with me. From time to time I am inspired from how you introspect and improve yourself. So hope you can keep going and enjoy your time in Germany!
one and a half years ago » wtf it's been 1.5 years
but until this summer, it was difficult to change my gym routine, which had become so habitual that it had become a pillar for my mental health » oh that makes a lot of sense, i remember being confused about why the lag time between "i'm going to the gym less" and actually going to the gym less was so long :P
"it’s fall now and i’ve fallen into a chasm of infinite depth; everything is getting faster and farther away and i’m suspended in the air, absolutely still, as i hurtle to the ground" -- absolutely gripping :')
Just wanted to let you know that I am also regularly reading your blogs (although I don't know you in real life). There must be more readers than you thought. I pretty enjoy reading them and feel calm from similar experience, thoughts, and contradictions. Especially your relationship and thought with your mom really resonance with me. From time to time I am inspired from how you introspect and improve yourself. So hope you can keep going and enjoy your time in Germany!
one and a half years ago » wtf it's been 1.5 years
but until this summer, it was difficult to change my gym routine, which had become so habitual that it had become a pillar for my mental health » oh that makes a lot of sense, i remember being confused about why the lag time between "i'm going to the gym less" and actually going to the gym less was so long :P
V is there right now » <3
"it’s fall now and i’ve fallen into a chasm of infinite depth; everything is getting faster and farther away and i’m suspended in the air, absolutely still, as i hurtle to the ground" -- absolutely gripping :')